Heyooo, people! As you may or may not know already, tomorrow's my BIRTHDAY(awesome right?) and, I'll be leaving for my Vietnam CIP trip too. Please do forgive me if i'm not able to reply to your wishes, as i'll be leaving in the early morning!
Andandanddddd, for those who went to STC with me, it was awesome righttttttt? Other than the times I got bullied by that Sir la. You know who you are la hor. Grr. One day!
GO SOLID FUEL!
I feel so boomz!
Ohh, I feel so boomz!
Ohh I feel so, Ohh I feel so, Ohh I feel so BOOMZ BOOMZ BOOMZ!
Haha, miss me people! I know you will! Until the next time, WHERE I'LL BE FIFTEEN SO NOBODY CAN DISTURB ME ANYMORE, take care and do tag!
The one & only, Khaliesah Kepli.
MY NAME IS NUR KHALIESAH:D
navigate using the bars above
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P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
hello :D my name is nur khaliesah. khaliesah loves her family, mom dad sister brother, and her best friends, adilah caroline and scott. khaliesah is absolute fan of zachary david alexander efron, who by the way is extremely hot if you didn't know. but now you do, so good for you, yeah. khaliesah currently studies in pasir ris secondary school and is sec 3. khaliesah won't tell you her class so if you don't know, too bad for you.
F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 14 going on 15, aren't i?
ONE basically, this section is really random. TWO i finished my EOYs already! THREE i'm missing my OBS group, marshalllls! FOUR I really, really love my squad(they're practically family). FIVE I'm crushing on someone. SIX therefore, i'm unavailable. SEVEN you'll have to give me something on the 24th of November(coming real soon!). EIGHT I love to be hyper. NINE i'm in PRSS NPCC. TEN Current rank : Staff Sergeant! ELEVEN is one of my favourite numbers. TWELVE trying to live life to the fullest. THIRTEEN finds it hard to do number 12 FOURTEEN hates bearing a lot of responsibilties, and receiving little help. FIFTEEN goodluck to all the secfours!
W I S H L I S T
can you help me?
get an iPod touch. find out if he likes me too. wished that I never made a promise to stay single till my O's are done. lots of presents and messages during my birthday.
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
1 more day, people!
1:28 AM - Monday, November 23, 2009
6:37 AM - Thursday, October 29, 2009
the tree of wisdom is watered by tears.
what the bleh!
8:10 PM - Saturday, October 24, 2009
OH YEAHHHHHHHHHH. Finally, exams are finally over. So, bring on the movies and the popcorn! Fulfilling a request by FP, I just thought maybe it'll be awesome to dedicate this post to someone who thought he was forgotten.
THIS POST SHOWS THAT WE STILL REMEMBER YOU, ALRIGHT!
To: Sir Steven Sia Chin Siong
You're such a lucky person, you know! You're probably the first and only sir that I've dedicated a post to, ho-kay! Don't be so depressed, alright. Eventhough you won't be there for our upcoming events, I believe that you're still a beloved sir throughout the squad. We know that you've made us who we are. Through all the hardships and the suffering, you taught us to persevere and carry on with life with a smile. With your strict regimentation, you forced us to bear responsibilities and atone for our own mistakes. Along the way, you made the squad bond until we achieved everything as one(even punishments). You made us into a squad which was easily relied on. Without you, we won't be who we are. So, don't stop now. Be our pillar of support, and our own form of encouragement.
If you do read this, remember to say thanks, alright! So I know my message didn't go to waste.
ps, i'm not angry at you. just joking around:D
Ho-mah-gad. It sounds like i'm saying goodbye. HAHAHAHAHA, kidding.
THIS POST SHOWS THAT WE STILL REMEMBER YOU, ALRIGHT!
To: Sir Steven Sia Chin Siong
You're such a lucky person, you know! You're probably the first and only sir that I've dedicated a post to, ho-kay! Don't be so depressed, alright. Eventhough you won't be there for our upcoming events, I believe that you're still a beloved sir throughout the squad. We know that you've made us who we are. Through all the hardships and the suffering, you taught us to persevere and carry on with life with a smile. With your strict regimentation, you forced us to bear responsibilities and atone for our own mistakes. Along the way, you made the squad bond until we achieved everything as one(even punishments). You made us into a squad which was easily relied on. Without you, we won't be who we are. So, don't stop now. Be our pillar of support, and our own form of encouragement.
If you do read this, remember to say thanks, alright! So I know my message didn't go to waste.
ps, i'm not angry at you. just joking around:D
Ho-mah-gad. It sounds like i'm saying goodbye. HAHAHAHAHA, kidding.
helpless when he smiles
3:21 AM - Thursday, October 22, 2009
When the visions around you,Bring tears to your eyes.
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies.
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope.
Keeping your faith when it's gone.
The one you should call,
Who's standing here all alone.
To all who regularly read my blog, I think I like someone. Nur Khaliesah has a crush on someone. OMG.
He's really really cute, and innocent. Awwwww. I'm such a complete mess.
WHAT DO I DO?
Please tag your replies. Think I might need it.
i'm no superman.
4:47 AM - Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Get me outta here‘Cuz my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place
Right now
It’s so amazing how you have so many faces
And you are not that person I thought that I had fell so deep in love with
You changed up your makeup your DNA
I can’t recognize you’re a stranger to me
I feel so betrayed what a waste of my heart and me
to A:
Let me move on, so when I look at the Sun one day, I won't have to put on a fake smile. So that when I see my friends, I won't have to act like everything's okay again. So that these horrible feelings don't haunt me every night. The guilt is so overpowering, do you know that? I've apologised, and I need time. He doesn't even check your blog. Your posts are affecting me like no tomorrow. You're not the only one who's lonely, and hurting inside. What you're doing won't make things any better. If I can't move on, the situation will continue. Just let the past go. Let me go. Please.
over the weeks.
7:34 AM - Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Well, over the few weeks, many stuff have happened. I really don't wish to think about it any longer, but please let me move on. I'm sick and tired of it, really.
Other that that, things have been pretty well, I think. There was OBS, and I think it's just so evil of me to only post one measly picture, but rest assured, I'll post it soon.
And, one incident, where Khalis freaking fooled me with his new number. Made me think he was this stalker, who calls himself Tommy from the song, Kantoi. I was so freaked out laaaa. Then, when we had to go back to our original places for ACE(I sit next to him-how lucky), he started to sing the song. And, that was when I figured out he was the anonymous stalker named Tommy. It's so hilarious, but I swore for a moment I was fooled. Khalis, if you ever read this, watch out you tranny. I'll get you one day. As soon as I figure out my plans first:D
I'm so tired, I'll let the pictures do the talking.
The Marshall Group, ONE & ONLY! We're so unique, we outshine the rest.
I still remember you guys! Thanks for the awesome-ness we all shared during the expeditions!
One of the better pictures when I cam-whored with Scott in class.
Hahh, XOXO.
My future car, yo.
hoooo-yaaaa.
Hazwan, my beloved cousin who's doing his PSLEs this year. All the best!
A snippet of the pictures in F1, which I'll post later on.
Are you ready for the magic?
"Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place. And though, my heart'll break, a new me will fill the space."
let's move on, together.
7:08 AM - Saturday, October 3, 2009
Well, as the picture describes it. It's been raining the past few days, at least on myself, that is. In life, there's always these ups and downs. Sometimes small where you overcome it in a few seconds like winning a competition, or something so huge you stumble until you fell with a few scrapes everywhere. Even, in the heart. It happens to everyone, so it's no use getting cooped up about how miserable you are. Because somewhere in this world, another person's sharing the same problem and probably, feeling the same way as you. So just stand up, and say "which sotong pushed me?" and just walk on. Just like that.
To her :
Since Cookie Monster's blue, well, you get the drift. You always take it upon yourself in the tiniest of problems. It's not your fault. There's no use crying over spilt milk, xin. The only thing you could do is hope the cat still thinks it's nice:D
What's done, is done. Please just stop thinking about it. It can't make things go back to where it usually was. Once you fall, you always have to get back up. It's life. It's fine, because nobody blamed you. It was a fall-out due to reasons of unknown origin(huh?).
So please, focus on what's more inportant now. We'll talk about it after EOY.
All the best, girl!
To him :
I admit, I was a total failure.
What you said in your blog hurt more than what I ever intended to say on my blog. So from now on, I don't really give a shit on what you think of me now, cause your anger is clouding your mind. I don't wanna make things much worse than they are now, so, calm down. It won't help if you keep on blaming everyone. It's a two-way street, it takes two hands to clap or whatever.
Everyone's suffering in a way or another, so misery really loves company. Don't forget, cause what it did will only make you stronger. And, FYI, I'm starting to trust but you wouldn't know that already by me asking for forgiveness and stuff. I swear if i ever felt pity, it was never for you. Hey, everybody hates something, you know. Thought you knew better than to say what you did, because ... because.
To another him :
It's an international colour! :D
I'm really glad we worked things out, really. So, what i'm hoping for next, is when the three seperate roads meet again. Not to become one, but, to be side-by-side, because my road is paved and I walk alone. I'm sorry, but locking down is the only way to make sure nothing like this happens again. Until that guy comes around, this Khaliesah stays until I say so.
We,, it's true. Guys are guys. About the race, .... nah.
Everybody makes an impact on everyone. You were my best friend so, it didn't make an impact-but, it made an imprint. You should've known me well enough. I guess not. Well, hope things could at least get better after EOY.
To EVERYONE :
I'm struggling so hard to let go of the past, but, people aren't letting me.
My wish for 2010: to find Mr Right after my Os, to whisk me away from everyone.
"I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine. Have you heard that this thing that heals, and it's called Time?"
A R C H I V E S
wasting my life away
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
May 2008
June 2008
August 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
May 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
A F F I L I A T E S
i am anti-social, yeah.
aqilah
aisyah
xin yu*dead*
janelle
faathimah maam
helmi
asyraf
springfield NPCC
helissa
luqman
nardhiana
dayana
putra
fadhli jyss